Last.fm

7.31.2006

The Impact

And that's it... No job, no money, no living alone... And now...no girlfriend...

Amy's left me...

What am I gonna do now? I've got nothing...

7.30.2006

The Fall

What the hell am I doing anymore?

For one thing, I still have no job. Nobody wants to hire me. Nobody wants to give me an interview. I am down.

For next thing, now I have no money. Not in my bank account, not on my credit card. I can't pay rent. I can't pay my bills. I can barely pay for food. And I'm not eligible for social assistance because my rent is too high. I am depressed.

And now, because of all this, my girlfriend feels neglected. I haven't been asking about her problems... At least, not when she was okay to talk about them... She's talking to other people when she should (and probably would prefer to) be talking to me... I am totally dispirited...

I don't know what the hell to do anymore... I wish someone could come and help me... Magically make everything better or something...

What's wrong with me? Am I a bad person? Am I really that unemployable? Am I bad with money? Do I really not care?

I should hope that none of those answers are yes...

"you should care about the things you care about" -- Sally Wolf

7.18.2006

The Traitor

What some people won't do for some "skin", as it were...

I've been back home for the weekend. My cousin is back from the army, and I wanted to see him...but unfortunately didn't get to this time. Well, at least I still have a couple of weeks... And I did see JP. So I had fun.

However, I was greeted by a fairly bad surprise on my return... Chris, the other guy currently living in this house, told me about *his* weekend. He was bartending at the Irish Festival that just recently happened here, and he had decided to hit on some girl. He ended up taking her back home to...well, "do his thing". At the same time, he had decided to hit on another girl the next day, one who was staying here for the Festival. He wanted to have a repeat of the previous night with her, but she asked who that girl was that he was with last night.

And wouldn't you know it, he told her that that other girl was with me.

If I had been there, believe me, nothing would've happened that night. Whatever... He was talking about all kinds of money-making opportunities...but I refuse to work with someone who's willing to sell me out just to get some.

In more pleasant news, I've been playing MapleStory. It's a fun game... It is an MMO, but it's two-dimensional platform-style, so even people on dialup such as myself can play. If you'd like to contact me in-game, my character's name is Tsumoko, and I'm on Broa. I'll usually stray away from highly populated channels.

I've also been playing Zelda Classic... Imagine the original NES Legend of Zelda game...then soup it up and throw every idea from every other Zelda game into it. You have a game that plays like the NES Zelda game, but with everything; full colour tiles, later items such as the Hookshot, enormous environments, and even a full-detail map that can be used on the overworld at any time. And there are many quests available, both on the official website and on Pure ZC. The latest version is available for Windows and Mac, and the latest beta is also available for Linux.

7.15.2006

The Lowest

Ever had one of those days where everything is running against you?

For one, I got fired from that stupid BP some time ago... Manager there is a complete jerk... I'm extremely worried that this will mean I have to go back home and work at that crab shop, with low-brow idiots and sickening fumes and chemicals... Nobody will ever even acknowledge that I've applied for a job...

You try to cheer up, but nobody you talk to manages to do so... Hell, there's almost nobody to talk to...

It's not like I want to stay miserable like this...but what am I supposed to do? It just feels like whatever I try to do is completely useless. Has no effect on anything. I need a job... I need money... Nobody wants to give me either... I feel almost worthless...

No quote. Don't feel like it...

7.09.2006

The Filler

Anyone need a web designer?

Anyone?

No?

*sigh*

I need money...